Friday, April 7, 2017

Where am I now... and do you feel like joining me?!!!

Hey hey hey! It's a great day :)

If you want to check out my latest adventures you should definitely go to these pages:

The first one is 
(link to my facebook page:

She is a Leader is my BIG MAMA business of spreading love and compassion to the world. I help people (mostly women) reach their goals in life without letting them get dragged back down by their old paradigms. We CRUSH the old "you" and bring the NEW improved You to the light where you can flourish and create more good <3

For some this can take months, for some, this is only a matter of weeks or days! We are ALL different but all oh so much the same. Contact me for a FREE session and we might just find a new You, a better, greater you to brighten up YOUR life for good :)

The second is for my Finnish readers. This is my #1 CHOICE for this spring as I build my career as an entrepreneur and a relaxed mom :)
(link to my facebook page:

Here, too, I have FREE sessions for first-timers and A LOT of GOOD STUFF just waiting for you to come and find it... kihihiiiiii :D I'm so excited about all of this! Oh gosh, I'm so lucky to have all these possibilities and opportunities on my side!

More about the supplement I use: FitLine
More about the cosmetics I'm starting to apply to my smiling face: BeautyLine
More about the Unbelievable Jump Start I got FOR FREE to start making money on the side AND LOVE WHAT I DO! --> PM-International!!! :) :) :) <3 <3 <3 

Wau :)

Thursday, September 22, 2016

Hanging out with Dana Linn Bailey

I went to see her another time. We talked about stuff (life in general and the abilities to bring dreams to life just by living them out...)

She gave me a hug and we parted ways.
For some reason, her hair was a mess. And I mean it was horrible. Her hairdresser had cut a bit off from the front. It kept sticking out and she felt bad about it.

We didn't discuss it...

I wonder what my dream was trying to say... :)

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Playing Ninjas with Dana Linn Bailey

They had a big party last night... at the Warhouse Gym.
I met Dana again and we talked excitedly about their new play areas that had big metal swings hanging from the roof and large areas of trampolines and soft mattresses where people could jump around and do tricks :)

Dana said that the Key to her happiness in bodybuilding (and life in general) was the Feeling of freedom that she had when she swung high up in the air and didn't let herself fall... her arms hurt and she felt sick sometimes but she never quit when it got hard, she always stayed up there until She Was Ready to come down. She never came back down if she felt bad or sick, she always enjoyed her stay up there and that's why she kept going back. That's what kept her hungry for more.

I asked: "But isn't it a constant struggle then? Don't you wish it could be easier and don't you miss the feeling of just letting go of everything and just flying through the air (for a short while)?"

Dana: "No, that's not what it's about, no no no... what I do up there might feel hard on the joints at first but the point IS to let go of the hurt! The point IS to stop focusing on the circumstances and the situation and... START focusing on the Feelings you have up there! It's actually a wonderful way to teach yourself to think more clearly and to Focus on just ONE THING. What ever you choose it to be... and don't worry if you fall or if your mind wanders. It's all good. You can't get it wrong and you'll never get it done. Right ;)"

Me: "Right! :)"

Friday, August 26, 2016

How to be sick in style

Don't allow anyone to put pants on ya.

Refuse help.

Pass out wherever.

Stay optimistic that if it is cerial you want it is cerial you get, on every meal...

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Natzies and "dying"

The dream changed me for good...

I've been worried about death these last years. Maybe the last 3-4 years. I'm not worried I'll get it wrong or fxck it up somehow, I'm just having (or WAS having) problems with Feeling OK about "losing and being lost". I miss some people that have made the transfer back to nonphysical. I know they are Perfectly happy and I should be too, but I still cry sometimes and I don't understand Why...
Until I listened to a tape where a woman told me in plain English that my crying is just a sign of "letting go of resistance": My thoughts are not what I feel deep inside me, so to let go of those "lies" (I have lost loved ones and they cannot reach me either) I need more time to shift my belief and more relaxation to allow the real truth to come out.

Like I said : my DREAM, last night, showed me I am ready, now.

It had been a long day and night. We had climbed up the mountain side to the beautiful gray castle, "The Sleeping Bride" it was called... and we were there to blow her up. All the bombs had been prepped and we had the timers in our hands when the Natzies found us in their wine cellar.
20 Natzies. No way out. Just a shit-load of explosives and the two of us holding the key to doom.

It took us but a second to decide:"Yes, we're blowing us all up..." I was there with a man. The best agent in his field. I trusted him. I remember even having warm feelings for him the moment before we died (or was it after...). He was someone who I Enjoyed sharing this end with.
I remember being hunched down behind some wine barrels with an old climbing helmet on. It felt stupid to have a helmet on but we were supposed to climb back down after we had finished our task. I kept my head to the ground and wished for a swift and painless end. As the first waves of pressure and fire blew over us, I had time to push against them with my feet but as I heard my friend say :"I think I'm a bit scared." We were already floating in white light and everything was alright. Everything was perfect. Everything was all Love.
We were home again. We were awake again.
And we were together.
Our energies were pure and Joyful.

The dream never showed me the Natzies that blew up with us but I know everyone comes back to the white light. We do not carry Anything back there. No luggage. No past. Nothing to declare. Nothing to forgive. All is remembered and all is good.

Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Meditation as a habit


I can breathe myself to calmness and soft feelings in just a couple of minutes.
I can put the outside noises into bubbles and send them away.
I can reach a sensation of clarity and joy.

I can do this every day.


I'm much happier when I meditate once a day for a few minutes (5-15min).